promote

hey , have you listen miley cyrus's album ? can't be tamed deluxe edition .

you should hear that :)

she sings many catchy song :) easy listening :)
and actually , the story of the song is just like me :)


and also taylor swift's speak now album :)

hoho :D

short relationship

he was my BF but i think we can't make it :)

i was so happy when he said he love me :) but , yeah , i think , it'll be better when there's nothing between us .

now , i'm free like a bird !

haha . and i feel much better :D

thank you for understand , Rian .

by the way , now , suddenly , i fell in love with my ex , the only clue is , he's my ex , but , might be , we never gonna make it too , because he still love his ex . he told me . and suddenly too , my heart's broken :D

but , i'm alright :)

as long as Jesus's there beside me :))


loveyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :*

tadaa :D

he said : i love you :D

hahahaha

how happy i am .

but i had a commitment .

if he left me . i'll be okay :D

:)

long story

i was busy . so sorry for leaving this blog for a long time .

well , all happened so fast . and voila , i realize , hey , me and that boy (look at my post before this) was sending many messages !

haha :D that's kinda funny , actually .

i never thought that this'll happen .
but . yeah .. it's just the way it is .

that happen !
and keep continuing .

i'm happy of course . but sometimes , i just .. have a bad thought about him . that's really wrong , i know . but , that's feeling makes me uncomfortable . and i was changed .

he asked me , so i confessed everything to him . my feeling even my bad thought .

he was sad . i think ... :)

but he said he never want to see me like that again , he never want to hear everything like that again . he want me to believe him . and i said yes :) i've been promised .

anyway . now , my heart heals .

i feels so in love with Jesus :D

i love Him so badly . i want everything happen just like this . i don't want any changes .

:)

my life is perfectly perfect :D

never been this happy

OMG , i found his facebook :D

yesyesyesyesyesyesyes :D
thank you so much God :D


i'm so happy :D
hehehe :)

i open his album and save his photos :D
hahaha
i'm kind of creepy , aren't I ?
hahaha :D

i adore him :)
but yeah , i think he's playboy .

hmm , i have no idea about that =.=
the fact , i'm just adoring him so much !

it almost impossible for me , to fell happy everytime when i see someone that i love . but him , i don't know why , everytime i see him , my heart will feel so happy until my heart can accept that and it spill out :D

hahaha how dumb i am .

i'm too scared to talk to him :'0

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

but it's okay .. slow but sure ..
:D

spare time

haha
:D
i'm so happy

because my teacher allow us for surfing in the middle of his lesson .
:D
i didn't know what was his thought :D

nonetheless , it doesn't matter for me :)

but the miracle is , just my computer which allow to surfing :D
hahaha

just mine which connected :D

hmm , so my friend , Suci , ask me to open her facebook in here :)

okay , done , i gotta go . bye pals :D

taylor swift

she's talented , she's pretty , she has a good voice , she's so down to earth , she's so fashionable , her style is casual but chic *love it* :)







she's bless by God :D

got sick

yesterday when i started to back to school i got stomachache and it keep continue until now . imagine how awful it is . haha . but you must be confuse why i keep updating this blog , yeah , i've got some rest . and now , i've been woke up . i got nothing to do , so i surfing :D
i want to tell you something .
but in Bahasa :)

aku ngerasa uda kayak tacik-tacik !
haha bayangin aku uda mulai suka sama baunya minyak angin en suka minum teh panas !
haha wajar ga sih kalo remaja kea gtu :D

my ex

untuk : ka rendy -- org yg tetap ku sayang dan akn selalu ku sayang >>>







makasih , sudah mau mengantarku pulang untuk pertama kalinya ...
makasih , sudah mau balas smsku pertama kali ...
makasih , sudah mau me ladeni aku ...
makasih , sudah mau pdkt dgnku ...
makasih , sudah mau mengajakku jalan saat ony d ajak ka teo ngomong waktu itu ...
makasih , sudah membuatku merasakan debaran itu ...
makasih , sudah mau memperingatkan aku waktu aku jalan terlalu cepat ...
makasih , sudah mau membelikan aku tiket tarix jabrix 2 tgl 7 juli 2009 itu ...
makasih , sudah memohon untuk duduk di sebelahmu ...
makasih , sudah menyatakan perasaanmu saat org lain pada ketawaan ...
makasih , sudah mau sabar menungguku untuk menjawab itu ...
makasih , sudah menyatakan bahwa kita sah pacaran ...
makasih , sudah membaca sms ucapan selamat pagi dan malamku ...
makasih , sudah menentukan panggilan sayang itu ...
makasih , sudah memanggiku "sayang" dalam setiap kesempatan ...
makasih , sudah mau menjemputku saat KM ato acara lain ...
makasih , sudah mau jalan" dan menggandeng tanganku walau cuma telunjuk dan kelingking saja ...
makasih , sudah mau ngobrol sama aku saat aku telepon malam" ...
makasih , sudah mau menelepon aku dan mengerti kalau aku hanya di kasih waktu telepon sampai jam 10 malam ...
makasih , sudah mau mendoakan agar aku masuk SMK4 dan terus memantauku ...
makasih , sudah mau mengerti saat aku bilang aku suka teman sekelasku yang baru ...
makasih , sudah mau sedih saat aku menceritakan hal itu , itu bukti bahwa kamu sangat menyayangiku ...
makasih , sudah mau mempercayaiku ...
makasih , sudah mau sama" mendiskusikan tentang panggilan sayang kita yang baru , kau "koko" dan aku "cece" ...
makasih , sudah mau nonton ice age 3 dan menggandeng tanganku saat nonton itu dan kita ketawa sama" , tangan kita sangat berkeringat ...
makasih , sudah mau mengharapkan aku sebagai calon istrimu yang baik ...
makasih , sudah mau menjahili aku ...
makasih , sudah mau mendengarkan aku cerita tiap malam ...
makasih , sudah mau mendiskusikan segala masalah dgnku dgn pandanganmu--pandangan org dewasa ...
makasih , sudah mau mengerti sikap ku yg SANGAT ke kanak"an yg mengatakan bahwa ak ingin break ...
makasih , sudah mau membuka lembaran baru sama aku , menerimaku dengan senang hati 7 menit kemudian ...
makasih , sudah membuatku merasa bahwa kamu sangat berharga ...
makasih , sudah mau jujur sama aku setiap saat , walau aku tau ada banyak hal yg km sembunyikan dari aku ...
makasih , sudah melalui semua hal selama 3 bulan ini bersamaku ...
~~

makasih , sudah sepakat mengakhiri semuanya ...
makasih , sudah mau memberikan ku harapan palsu yang menyatakan bahwa kamu akan menungguku ...
makasih , sudah iba kepadaku ...
makasih , sudah membuatku mengira bahwa kamu adalah cowok yang baik ...
makasih , sudah melanggar janjimu dengan pdkt sama orang lain ...
makasih , sudah menyuruhku menunggu kamu , dengan alasan kamu terlalu dalam masuk "lubang" ...
makasih , sudah membandingkan aku dengan orang yang kamu pdkt-in ini ...
makasih , sudah membuatku makin sayang sama kamu ...
makasih , sudah bersikap serakah ...
makasih , sudah membuatku menangis sendiri tiap malam ...
makasih , sudah berubah menjadi cowok yang berbeda , sangat berbeda ...
makasih , sudah balikan lagi sama aku ...
makasih , sudah tetap gencar sms org itu saat kamu pacaran denganku ...
makasih , sudah membuatku berusaha sangat keras untuk membuatmu menyukaiku lagi ...
makasih , sudah menyatakan "ya" saat aku menayakan "apakah kamu tidak menyukaiku ?" ...
~~

makasih , sudah mengisi relung hatiku ...

actually , i wrote it at 2009 :D

but i just want to post it :)

hm , still now , he still be the person i loved .

from the first time till now .

yeah . it's all my fault . i've wasted him .

but . look at now , he got someone more better than me . thanks for caring him , Angel :)

but , if i still love him , is it alright ?

don't worry , he'll never see me again . in his eyes there's only you :)

getting bore

this holiday is too long . in my thought .

so , i'm getting bore .

i have nothing to do .

i always wake up at 10 or 11 AM .

it's that good .

i don't think so .

:D

i could be a lazy person if i keep that habit !

haha

guy and smoke . BIG NO !

i really hate a guy who smoking !

haha .

i just hate em .


they don't know , hmm , i think i'll mention it as DON'T CARE !

they don't care how precious they life is !

they don't care of God's sacrifice .

they don't care about they health .

etc .

i wondered , what could happen if there's no such thing as smoke ?
or what could happen if all guys in this world absolutely FREE of smoke ?

i answer it by myself : the smoke factory will close !
the world will be much better !

c'mon guys . pay attention to yourself .

it precious .

i think you won't die quickly because of you bad habit and your bad lifestyle !

SMOKE HAS NO BENEFIT ! THERE'S NO ADVANTAGE IN IT !

cool backgrounds for blog

see my background ?

cool , isn't it ?

i got it from http://simplyblogitbackgrounds.blogspot.com/

you should see that site . it's full of cool backgrounds for your blog

and that's all totally FREE !

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but i suggest you to open simplyblogitbackgrounds first

:)

enjoy !

only in the beginning

it's kinda hard to love someone that have no feeling to you
it's kinda hard to accept the fact that the one that you love already has a GF
it's kinda hard to keep believing when the one that you love said to his GF :
" i'd hope our relationship could last forever "
it's kinda hard to know , the one that you love like to ride his GF to her home
it's kinda hard to lie to your self
it's kinda hard to see them both laughing together
it's kinda hard when your mind says :
" OMG , looks like you're gonna lose him "
it's kinda hard to keep loving and stay believing
it's kinda hard when you have to pretend


but . i believe , God help me through it all .
the only thing that i could do is surrender all to Him .
whatever happen , i have to still believe in Him . trully trust in Him .

XD

i love this GUYs :D

cho si won . member of SuperJunior .
he so made my hearts melt :D
see , how handsome he is :D
haha

and then . there is hee chul . hmm , his nick name is Cinderella . one of SuperJunior member too . i was wondered about his nickname . and then , my friend told me , if he disguise to a girl , you can't realize that the truth is he is a boy ! and when he disguise to a girl . he was prettier than YOU ! dziiiing .

XD

hahaha .








see . haha . how cute he is !



i love em . both of em :D

o . there is kyu hyun too .
:)

but maybe in another post . i'm tired :)

he's best performance is in "bonamana" i think :)
you should see "bonamana" OMV :)

and pay a big attention for kyu hyun .

:)

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

Justin Bieber , Taylor Swift and Hee chul XD

anything !

If you could ask Barack Obama one question what would it be?

what do you think about Indonesia ? or Do you believe in God ? haha

anything !

Who do you think should be the next president of the United States?

no comment . but i think Obama's great :)

anything !

What was the best concert you went to?

i never go to any concert :'(
haha

anything !

If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

my favorite food cook by my lovely mother :D

anything !

What was your first paying job?

CASUAL !
haha
hmm . give my father a massage earn me money too :D
haha XD

anything !

What music are you listening to today?

taylor swift - mine .
recommendation from Mami :D

anything !

If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

might be Hee chul . haha . loving Cinderella :'D
XD

anything !

Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?

mountains . but i like to vacation in beach too .
:)

anything !

Who was your first crush?

my class mate on elementary school XD

anything !

What's your favorite season of the year?

actually , winter !
XD
but there is no winter in Indonesia :'(
haha

anything !

Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?

dept. store on mall . boutique . PS or CS . distro :)

anything !

What was the weirdest gift you ever received?

hmm ..
nothing :)

anything !

What's the best place near you to get a drink?

my fridge !
XD

anything !

Do you believe in luck?

yes . of course :)

anything !

what's the most saddest thing that happened to you?

made my mom crying because of me .
:'(

anything !

what's you treasure most, best friends or boyfriend?

because i hadn't boyfriend . it could be BEST FRIEND !

anything !

in school , nothing to do :D

hello there pals :)

hoho

i'm in school right now :)

hahaha

i had nothing to do so i update this blog :)

i'm in library with Tri attika sari and my other friends :)

haha

LOL

well , today i start with social lesson . but Mr.Amir ad Mr.Dwi came to my class .
maybe he was wanted to see my class condition .
but , suprisingly , he checked our uniform . and poor me , i forgot to put my tie on !

so he said : don't ever you dare to put your tie on !
i was so scared and shocked .
and then , he said again , stand up ! and then we all stand up . then , he said : i want to see your belt .
dzing .

worst thing , i forgot to wear my belt . actually , i don't want to wear my belt :D
so , i got double portion !

and then , it wasn't over . he said again : who still bring the phone which has camera ?

poor me again , i bought it !

hahahahahahahahah LOL

i got triple portion !

haha

but , i had my own reason , why i bring it . so it not the worst :D

well , i couldn't sit here for a long time .

i had something to do :)

actually , from the first , i already had something to do :D

print my task , and i haven't do it !

hahahahahaha

well , see ya then :D

hey , my madame , who teach us France language came to this library . 'BONJOUR MADAME'

*want to prove you that i can speak France*

XD

Godbless :)

a precious little faith

i had a little faith

about my future husband
:D

hahahahhahaha

LOL XD

but i really mean it :)

now , i have a person that i want to marry with :)

hahahahhaha

maybe it's kinda ridiculous .

but yeah , it's true .

i called it faith !

:)
hohoho

i speak about it every day
somebody know who's the person
and , i trully believe in it .

:D

hahahahhaha

but , if God think he's not the best for me . well , it's okay :)

it just my faith . it just what i want :)

the one thing that i want is , God's will really happen to me :)

follow me on twitter

yeah .

i had a twitter account .
:)

follow me on weeweana .

:)

i'll follow you back .

:)

actually , i'm a newbie .

i had it long time ago . but until now , i still didn't trully understand about it :D

hahaha

LOL .

nostalgia

hmm
the correct title maybe i better to put the word "embarrassing nostalgia" after the 'nostalgia' :D

haha

yeah

sometimes , my mind just flashback to the time when i was the old weana :)

haha

the old weana was sooooooo made me embarrassing ;D

haha

the old me was soo agressive :(
the old me was soo fearless
and worst , i think , the old me was have no FEAR !

haha

i just feel so dumb and fool when i remember that time again .
weana , weana , how could you be so .... argh !
SPEECHLESS !

haha

but . the old me was over .
i'm a new weana now .

people have to change . we need to change .
from bad to good absolutely .

:)

but . i don't wanna be a Ms. Past :)

i mean , every time we just think about 'the old we' . even we stuck in it and worst , we got a BIG trauma from our past .

it's so a BIG NO !

we can't stuck every time from it . we have to move on :)

God's should never ever ever leave us alone :)

He always there for us :))

he is a (damn) PLAYBOY !

hehe

before we go to the topic that wrote in the title , i want to share something , something that i've got from loving someone :))

"DON'T EVER UPDATE YOUR STATUS IN FACEBOOK OR TWITTER IF YOU WANNA SHARE TO YOUR FRIEND HOW YOU'RE SO IN LOVE"

haha

they'll now who's the person !

haha

it just what i got :)

hehe

well , stick to the topic . the boy that i told you in another post is a DAMN PLAYBOY :D

i hate PLAYBOY !

hehe

every girls hate PLAYBOY . i think :)

his friend told me that he's a good boy , he don't like to go out at night , and the important thing that made my feel to him goes deeper that before is : HE WILL NEVER SEE OR LIKE A GIRL WHO HAS A DIFFERENT RELIGION WITH HIM !

i think , God ! this boy is great . he's consistent !

hahaha

the real fact is . now , he's want to chase a TKR girl , and she's MUSLIM !

i ain't jealous !

but .

then , what did Jeremy told me ?


huh .

i think God's saving me from that damn playboy through Richard :D

thank you God , i really appreciate it .

You always make my heart feel better if it hurt :)

but . i decided to be friends with him and ask him to go to my church together with Richard :)

shamed

waaaaaaaaa .

today was a beautiful day !

you know , finally , i and that boy (the person who i'm falling in love with) introduce ourself each other !

yeeeaaah .

i'll die because i'm too happy !

hahahhahahha

but , actually , i felt trauma .

in the past , i really agresif !

if i love someone i chased him hardly !

that's bad .

that's make 'em scared an runaway from me .

so now , i won't do that again .

i surrender all to You , God .

control me please .

i won't he runaway and never ever look or see me again .

i'll hold my feeling and myself :)

i admired him .

if You allow me to love him , there must be something in it .

i want to understand Your beautiful planning .

i want to know Your will .

God bless us ;)

aw aw aw

haha

the title of this post is kinda funny , right ?

you know , person who felt in love can be a crazy and mad person . like me actually :p

ahahahahahaha

i don't know , you know , i never felt this way before .
i mean , my joy is come from the guy that i liked :)

if i don't see him , i feel lazy , tire .

(omg , weana , are you that crazy ?)

yeah , this is the first time .

i feel ridiculous too , to love a guy , till i feel that all .

....

the only thing i know is

I"M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU , THE BOY WHO SITS IN TENTH GRADE IN MY SCHOOL !

God bless us .

i love senior high school

wawawa .. today was a best day ever :)

when Mr.Muji lesson , i laugh with my friend :))

I LOVE MY SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL .

hahaha

even , rusydan made me shamed :D

i met my crush :p

and i felt so .,. happy :)

now , here i am , standing , and update my blog .

i'm on BTC :)

bye . there's someone else wants to use this . i've been stand up here for a looong time :D

heart broken , find a new love

haha

maybe when you read the title , you'll think , OMG , how easy she says that .

haha

not that easy actually .

:)

you know , someone says he love you . he want to sacrifice anything for you .

haha

then , you know that he already has a girlfriend . no no , i mean when he said that he loves you he's single . but one day , you just know that he already has a girlfriend . he didn't tell you about that too .

haha

i just keep my mouth shut and never wanna reply his message on phone and facebook . actually , i don't look it as a problem . there's no problem in my heart about what he did to me . but the problem is in himself .

how cruel he is . he just didn't think about my feeling , even in fact my feeling is okay , but is he ever think about it a little ?

i don't know and i really don't care anymore .

we just friend , back to the reality . i don't wanna think about what his feeling to me and i want forget it all .

:)

okay , i'm in love . desperately !

haha

with a boy which in tenth grade of hotel accomodation in my school .

:)

hahaha

i just don't know why , but every time when i walk and meet him . i feel weird , shy , and nervous .

i'm in love , aren't I ?

hehe

today , he looked me right in my eyes . OMG , he made me melted .

:D

BOY , i like you :)

taylor swift , i'm desperately in love with you :)

i love taylor swift so much :p

haha

she's so beautiful .
she's so multitalented .
her voice is good .

she's successfully take my heart away !

haha

i'm trully in love with TAYLOR SWIFT !

first song that i heard from her is 'love story'

but now on FEARLESS i like 'em all !

i don't know , her voice is kinda unique :)

one thing again that make me fall in love with her is she write her own song . and those songs mean so ... i don't know what . it's speechless !

finally

haha
the challenge was over
and the judges said that i had a good voice but , i was too nervous , so it just a lil bit attractive .
even i don't be a winner . i was so glad that i can have an experience to show my self in front of many people .
my friend vania says : don't ask to God 'God , i wanna be a winner' but ask Him 'God give me courage' :)
thanks twinade :)

the challenge will be held tomorrow , once again , TOMORROW !

OH MY GOAT , i'm nervous , i'm nervous , i'm scared ...

i lose my mind :p

i'll do my best ...

pray for me , okay ?
i don't expect to be the winner , but i'll try for it !


God bless me and you a lot !

talent show competition

it held at banua patra on august 21 and 22 . i choose it because i love to sing . my friend , melinda , she choose news reading competition . actually , on 2009 , i've join that competition and got a BIG trauma ! haha

so , now , here i am , practicing and keep learning .
i'll sing t.swift's song , title the best day .

the song tells us about written's mother .
she's very proud , happy , thankful to have a mother like her mother .
so do i :)

but , i think i've got nervous .
i don't know why .

i think , many people think i'm not a shy person . but they're absolutely wrong .
hey , show off yourself in front of many people it's not an easy thing to do .

haha

but . i'll try and try to make this feel gone as soon as i can !

i can't imagine , when i'll show myself to sing , then , i'm feeling nervous and forget the lyrics .
oh my God , it doesn't happen , it doesn't happen weana . and it CAN'T happen !

hahaha

well , then , i've to practice .

bye ..

God bless you and i love you .

:D

TROUBLE OR PROBLEM ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE PART IN MY LIFE ...
:D

what's wrong with my bluetooth ? :"(

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ....
my bluetooth was trouble !

i can't send images from my phone .......

God , oh God ...
what's wrong ....
:"(



huhuhuhaikss ....

can someone help me please .... ?

confused -______-

hi again pals :)

here i am , Balikpapan ...
the lovely city with very hot temperature :DD
but i still love you balikpapan ...
:))

in samarinda , i've got many friends :DD
they're the representative of samarinda :))
cia , balkis , dina , tina , tomi , ka radit , and the boy that i don't know what's his name ..

well , about the challenge , we've found something bad in there ... but we also found something good in there ...

people said : don't judge a book by it's cover , yeaaah , i think that's right :D

the person that i thought she was cruel but she's very kind :DD

the person i thought she was good , but she's ******** ...
hahahaha :D


weanaweanaweana ... just God who knows :D


hahah

by the way , there's someone who tell me about his feeling ... the boy actually ..
he said he love me ....

but ... i need to ask my Father about that ....
we have very big different :)

in samarinda : there's a crazy person that said : weana , you're so beautiful !

OMG , is he lose his mind ?
hahahaha ...

but , thank you Father ..
:))




i love you all ..
have a nice day ..

and last but not least ...
i love you Father ...

xoxo

hi pals :D

hello my blog :)
long time since the photosession ..
:D

the newest news is ..

i've been choosen by God through nepe to become a representative from SMK 4 to be a representative of balikpapan ...

so , here i am .. in my house with eno and eva ...
both of them are my team-mate :))

tomorrow the challenge will be held at samarinda ...

i want a FAIR game ...

:D

i've been choosen by GOD , so whatever i do is for GOD . ONLY .
if i win , THIS IS YOUR GLORY GOD ...

if i'm not , i'm perfectly sure there is something good in it ..


yakss , CHAYOU WEANA ..

YOU CAN DO IT ! JUST DO YOUR BEST !


by the way , thank you for mrs.nila :D

Godbless us more and more :DD

photosession II

another photosession .
by my sister again .




and my creation .
haha by photoscape .





xoxo sis' .
you're rock .

Godbless

photosession I

those photos are taken by my sister .







and of course a lil bit photoscape edited by me .





love you sis' .

Godbless . xoxo .

rain all day long .

today when i wake up , it rain outside .
when i'm in school the rain isn't stop , the thunder's sound so loud .
my friend close her eyes and ear because she's scared .
and one of my friend named adit said : don't close your ear !
and my other friend said : why ?
he answer : i don't know just don't !
and then my friend named kiki said : don't close your ear when the thunder exist .
i said : why ? adit told me like that too .
she said : if you close your ear the thunder will strike you !
i said : what a bullshit ! where do you got that ?
she said : it's pamali .
haha
that was funny . they believe a bullshit like that .
i don't .
i have God . God love me . He will never let the thunder to strike me .
haha

one day pass .
o . there's something else . my friend's phone is GONE .
we thought someone is steal it .
and all that she can do is crying . she scared because it was not the first time .
she scared of her parents .
poor her .

well , i hope she can be more carefull .

Godbless .
xoxo

my decision

i decided to delete all post which in indonesian language an change it in all-english . and about the story start when i'm in 11 grade .

xoxo . Godbless .