only in the beginning

it's kinda hard to love someone that have no feeling to you
it's kinda hard to accept the fact that the one that you love already has a GF
it's kinda hard to keep believing when the one that you love said to his GF :
" i'd hope our relationship could last forever "
it's kinda hard to know , the one that you love like to ride his GF to her home
it's kinda hard to lie to your self
it's kinda hard to see them both laughing together
it's kinda hard when your mind says :
" OMG , looks like you're gonna lose him "
it's kinda hard to keep loving and stay believing
it's kinda hard when you have to pretend


but . i believe , God help me through it all .
the only thing that i could do is surrender all to Him .
whatever happen , i have to still believe in Him . trully trust in Him .

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