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waaaaaaaaa .

today was a beautiful day !

you know , finally , i and that boy (the person who i'm falling in love with) introduce ourself each other !

yeeeaaah .

i'll die because i'm too happy !

hahahhahahha

but , actually , i felt trauma .

in the past , i really agresif !

if i love someone i chased him hardly !

that's bad .

that's make 'em scared an runaway from me .

so now , i won't do that again .

i surrender all to You , God .

control me please .

i won't he runaway and never ever look or see me again .

i'll hold my feeling and myself :)

i admired him .

if You allow me to love him , there must be something in it .

i want to understand Your beautiful planning .

i want to know Your will .

God bless us ;)